We are continually told that we need to stop comparing our bodies to those around us. I do not know how to heed that piece of advice. I am always comparing different parts of my body (and my body as a whole) to the people I see around me, as well as those they post on the internet.
I am jealous of the good looking penises, and the bodies attached to those penises. My itty, bitty penis does not stack up, and I wish I could have a new one. One that remains firm when erect, one that stays firm for longer periods of time, one that shows more when it is flaccid, and one that grows to slightly above average in length and girth.
I know that I need to stop comparing my negative self image to the positive image that everyone else puts on display. I wish I knew how, but it is deeply rooted in my psyche. I need to learn something new, and maybe this is what I need to learn, or learn how to ignore the negative feelings my brain conjures up when I see penises that I envy on the internet.
Maybe one day I will conquer the penis envy that I feel on a daily basis.